yu can say all yu want to say
that love will never come yur way
that yu could care less & dont need it
yu dont need to be caressed &feel as if yu succeeded.
yu can can say that love is too much of a hassle & it isnt for everyone
but behind closed doors no one wants to be alone.
its human nature to want to be close to someone,
its instinct that attracts yu to another.
& its also natural to fear such a strong emotion
& to fear commitment & the utterance of the word eternity.
BUT if yu let fear & insecurities hold yu back.
you'll never be whole.
for lonely is the man that fears love.

neglect.

i havent been on here in a while.

i have a great excuse. wana hear it? OK.

iv been brain dead lately.
cerebelum's been filled with senseless thoughts.
nothing slick and laced with fire has escaped my lips in a while.
the cold waters called life have
doused my words and drowned my thoughts.
filled my mental capacity with nothingness
while all the good shit floats away from my train of thought
or sinks down to an unreachable sector of my brain,.
Im gonna come back.
but for now im on a hiatus.
i'll leave yu with these lines
i could muster up in this quick little second.
i hope yur satified.
until next time.

blurb

The subject of ethnicity springs controversy no matter when and where it's brought up.

Some people believe that being multiracial is ideal.
I on the other hand don't think that being of a certain ethnic background makes one any more superior than someone else of a different ethnic background.

I myself am multicultural.
My mother thinks that it's better that i be mixed than of one ethnicity.
Especially better than being black.


I, personally, think that that's ignorant.
I embrace everything in me.
From the spanish to the white to the black.

I don't think that yur ethnicity should define yu.
I believe yur personality & qulities, wether they be negative or positive, are the two things that yu should be judged on.
Not yur outer appearance.

But we live in a judgmental society.
Americans are narrow minded & is a land where conformity is a must.
& yur skin color is what determines yur social status & capabilities.

I, myself, will not allow a stereotype to dictate my life, both present & future.

Dulceee.

she had a sweet tooth.

couldnt resist her

pretty apple reds,

cinammon swirls,

& honey combed skin.

she craved the sweet sweet taste of

the sugar coated tongue

concealed behind her starwberry glossed lips.

her little hershey's kiss melted

when she was invited into the candyy shop

& could enjoy the taste of her sour lemon drops.

she drank the sweet juices

from her ripe fruit

& licked her fingers

stickyy with honeyy

nibbled her cookie

& sucked her chocolate chip till

it melted & oozed

chocolate creme onto

the tip of her ravishing tongue.

she had her fix.

her tummy full of dat sweet sweet candyy.

P U S S Y <3

lust for the lost.

i fell in love.
once upon a time.
she was my dream.
the embodiment of love.
the stars accentuated her eyes.
her skin smelled of the sweetest perfume.
she made me laugh.
& kissed my tears away when i cried.
promised to love me forever.but good things never last.
the greatest love shattered.
by her lies &
my misconceptions.
suspicions turned into arguments.
arguments becamed bruises.
& bruises transformed into tears.
tears led to 'im sorries'
& sorries led to backwards steps.
good-bye.
no longer would i bleed
& endure pain from the
hands of the one that
' l o v e d ' me.
walking away was the hardest part.
for in her palms lay my heart.
& the beginning always
replayed in my mind.
rewind,rewind,rewind.
how i wish i could
go back to the beginning
the beginning
I'll always lust for
the beginning.