lust for the lost.

i fell in love.
once upon a time.
she was my dream.
the embodiment of love.
the stars accentuated her eyes.
her skin smelled of the sweetest perfume.
she made me laugh.
& kissed my tears away when i cried.
promised to love me forever.but good things never last.
the greatest love shattered.
by her lies &
my misconceptions.
suspicions turned into arguments.
arguments becamed bruises.
& bruises transformed into tears.
tears led to 'im sorries'
& sorries led to backwards steps.
good-bye.
no longer would i bleed
& endure pain from the
hands of the one that
' l o v e d ' me.
walking away was the hardest part.
for in her palms lay my heart.
& the beginning always
replayed in my mind.
rewind,rewind,rewind.
how i wish i could
go back to the beginning
the beginning
I'll always lust for
the beginning.